I was in school a few days ago. When I was seating in class, and listening all of those speeches everyone was giving; I realized that we are all the same. Our look does not matter ,or our size.We are ONE! When each of us started talking and presenting ourselves before public instantly we've become an open book. We started to show a glimpse of our true selves, and we start shining like a star! When we are showing to everyone what we really mean , what we want, and what is our purpose in life our faces are changing, and our hearts are pounding, excitement is in the air!How amazing that experience was .... I finally realized that we all want only one thing  ... love! We want love, but also we like to give love, before we can do that though we have to start loving ourselves! Those diamonds inside of us are amaizing! How beatifull we are! How precious are are! Why we hiding so much? Why no to show a little what we made from? Why not shock the world with our possibilitys? Why? Start loving ourselves is not the hardest thing in the world. Isnt'it?

Golden Light

Golden light shines through me freely
stretches my world to enormous feeling.
Feeling of joy of being myself,
and proudly saying my beautiful name.

Lovingly specking to yourself and others,
treating yourself like God or Goddess
brings your life to perfect balance,
and takes off of your shoulders a heavy ballast.

Ballast of past issues and regrets
memories of mistakes and all kinds of threats.
Clears the way of your feelings and emotions,
soothing the pains of past life portions.

This light inside me shines vigorously!
Brings everything to me purposely.
Energises my body and my mind,
by telling me to stop being Blind!

Blind to a beauty around you
and gorgeous diamond inside you!
Take of your shades of blindness,
and polish your diamond with gladness!

White outside, but inside beautiful colors of spring...

Zima przyszla i to z wielkim sniegiem! Jedna noc wystarczyla i tyle nasypalo! Niesamowite! Moje kochane chlopaki odsypuja i maja wesolo bo przeciez szkoly nie ma! Odwolana!Hurrra!

Angels...

Angels of positive energy
bring my vibrations up high.
Open my heart to goodness within,
and bless me with your beautiful smile.

Angels of paradox of life
integrate my every side.
Help me focus with my goals
clearly understanding a way of souls.

Reiki

Now, it is time to explore more about energy healing, which is Reiki. I am already practitioner and that is how I started two years ago. I was only playing with it, but now I realized that my interests are more sophisticated than that. Funny because first I was playing with energy, and now energy is playing with me!Paradox! I want to find out more and help people with it to! What an amazing feeling I have when I proceed with a healing! Most importantly people are amazed about their own feelings! Both sides are happy in that procedure. Isn't that wonderful ? I am soooooo happy ....I have my own office were I can actually invite my clients!

Zmany...

Jestem , jestem i mysle ...zycie sie zmienia i to bardzo szybko... A zwlaszcza teraz: studia, nowa praca,bisnes i nowe nadzieje ... nadzieje ktore na pewno sie spelnia... ja dokonam tych zmian i ciesze sie na sama mysl o tych marzeniach, ktore siedza w mojej glowie...

Zmiana

Zmiany przychodza... szybko przychodza,
czy tego chcesz, czy moze nie...
wygode i stagnacje
zastap, poddaniem sie!

Ulegnij zmianom,cieszac sie nimi
i w pelni zaakceptuj je,
jak gdyby byly siostrami twoimi
a nie bedzie ci juz zle!

To co przezywasz w danym momencie
co cie martwi , czego sie boisz
to jest ta lekcja, nowosci lekcja.
Odwaz sie , a szybko swe rany zagoisz!

Poplyn na fali zycia swojego
z odwaga plywaka doskonalego.
Rozkoszuj sie woda i oddaj nurtowi,
a dasz  wyraz boskiemu majestatowi!

Szansa

Smutek, zal,uczucie bezsilnosci,
to najczesciej w naszych sercach gosci!
Dlaczego dajemy zadzic soba?
Czyzbysmy nie mieli sil "ruszyc glowa"?
Nienawisc ,zazdrosc niszczy nasze ciala i umysly,
sprowadza nas na zle drogi
i powoduje aby nasze marzenia prysly!
Dlaczego jestesmy tak slabi?
Gdzie jest nasza wiara?
Nie dajmy sie zgniesc tym uczuciom
zabijmy tego "robala"!
Dajmy szanse dobroci , ktora w nas istnieje
dajmy szanse usmiechowi, ktory na ustach promienieje.
Okazmy wszystkim nasze wybaczenie
i przymrozmy oko na bledow istnienie.
Daj szanse samemu sobie
i uwierz z calego serca ze Bog jest przy tobie.
Cisz sie z kazdej sekundy zycia
jakby to byl tylko ten jeden moment do przezycia....

Pytanie...

Dlaczego ja zyje? -oto jest pytanie
nie jeden czlowiek,glowe nad tym lamie
Czy to jest proba? A moze zawody?
 A moze ja musze przejsc rozne przeszkody?
Wciaz zastanawiam sie nad tym pytaniem...
Czyzby to bylo zwiazane z dziecmi wychowaniem?
Ale idac tym tokiem mysli,
jeden ma wiele dzieci, a drugi wogole o tym nie sni.
Wiec szukam dalej sensu istnienia...
Idac na spacer,podziwiajac przyrode,
sluchajac ciszy, snujac marzenia...
Ta cisza i spokoj ,ktora gosci w mej duszy,
wszystkie zawile watki z mego zycia kruszy...
I to jest odpowiedz na to pytanie...
wsluchaj sie w siebie,a bedac w tym stanie,
otworz swe oczy i uszy na swiata szeptanie...

My dream...

This time before I start, I want to apologise for any possible mistakes in my English writing.I am not yet perfect with writing.I recently went to school and my natural language is Polish.
 I finished my story on my dream...that was actually not a dream that was very strange experience! It started when I was laying., in my bed and meditating . My whole body started to feel numb I couldn't move at all. At first, I was  scared, but I went with it, and let go of fear.I was curious what actually could happen to me. I was my own observant.I felt every piece of my body and every cell in it. That was amazing! It is not possible to explain that experience! somebody has to actually experience it by himself. Than Istarted to see white lights, little lights moving in every direction before my closed eyes. After while those lights started to grow,to the point that the light was huge and baaaam..... I left my body...I was falling down and down and down...In that moment I started to think that I have to fly up not down...so I did start moving fast in opposite direction ...up,up, up... then I thought I have to have some particular direction, and for a second I debated were I want to go ? I decided, I want to see Earth! Our Earth! So immediately I was there.... Hanging in air and before my eyes, here she was ...Earth -shining and slowly moving...WHAT A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE!!! I was truly amazed. I know, I was very far from Earth because she could fit in to my hands, that's how big she was.Then I started to feel very cold on one side of my body,wind very strong wind ,it was turning my whole body and I felt cat on my leg pushing me somehow... Instantly I find myself back in my real body in my bed ... My chest and forehead was pulsating and I saw my husband getting up from sleep and going to bathroom...I was upset because he moved and touched me by accident and interrupted my astral traveling. Afterwards, I try to do it again and again but it was not possible anymore.